it's really quite a shame that things spread so fast around wise county. there's no such thing as a secret. sometimes people just gossip, but sometimes it is true. either way, if you don't want something to get out, you shouldn't do it in the first place...especially if you live around here. oh well, atleast i'm not pregnant or anything. =)

what that was about, i'm not quite sure, lol. i just started thinking about how everybody knows everything about everyone else.

anyways....

so i've seen cody every day for like the last week. it's been quite a change. it's had it's negative points though, but it always ends up okay. i'm just mean and he lies so it's bound to happen! HAHA!

some things have happened that are quite out of character for me, but i'll live.

in about 5 hours heather and i will be on our way to the beach!!! i'm so excited. i really should get to sleep.

okay, this is now done and was very pointless.

have a nice day! *


bdo&cee ♥

so, some people think it's perfectly acceptable to update their journals about me...but when i do the same they get upset and can't handle it. please, that's pitiful. i admit it's all childish, but hey you do it to me, then i'm liable to do it right back. =)

myspace is being stupid again. hence, this is the only reason i'm updating again so quickly.

i got my rental car today. it's a ford expedition. the people found out i'm under 21 though, so i can't drive a vehicle that big. i have to go back tomorrow and get a smaller car. it's all good though. mom still let me drive the expedition today...it was freakin' huge, atleast to me.

i went up to emily's tonight. i hadn't seen her in a while! =)

i think i shall see cody tomorrow! yayy!

well i'm going to go now and listen to the cd emily burnt me.
goodnight *

bdo&cee

cody and i are doing very well. we've got some things out in the open now, so it's all good. wednesday made a month =)

i know what i have and have not done and i'm very honest about it. the liars can back off and be concerned with someone else's life.

[edited]

none of this is even worth it.

anyways...

i think tiff, beebs, and i may go to see jon tucker must die tonight? that's the plan for right now.

i'm tired of meisha not feeling well. she needs to get all better like right now. haha

i'm so happy for mary!!!! =)

my car is finally getting fixed on monday. the guy said my rental car would probably be like a cobalt, so that's awesome. lol. speaking of my car...they messed up my license plates and we had to send them back. it was really dumb and made me angry.

i really wish once i wouldn't have to work when xiii rizing had a show. i've been to their first one and that's it. =/

ummm...i don't think i have anymore pointless things to say?

everyone have a good day! *

bdo&cee ♥

myspace is making me all sad inside. i have messages i want to read and can't because of a power outage. errrrrrrrr =/

yeah, i'm having myspace withdrawals. i'm a loser.

myspace is being stupid, so i must resort to updating my journal...

[this may get lengthy]

last saturday - heather called and woke me up. she wasn't having a very good day, so i invited her to come to appalachia with us. i went and picked her up and we went to mamaw's and ate and then just layed around and watched tv. around 4 we came home and i took her back to her house. mom and dad went to high knob that night with some friends and the plan was for cody and brandon to come over. wellll cody was unable to come, so i just sat around the house until like 10. then i called emily up and she and i went to dari queen and then to food city to talk to brandon. i got home sometime after 11.

sunday - we went to church, but only stayed for sunday school. after church i slept for a while. then i went to clintwood to pick up mary and we went out to eat at applebee's. while we were there i kept getting stared at and mary was being mean! lol! after eating we went to mcdonald's, picked up meisha from work, took her home, and then me and mary went back out to mcdonald's to wait on nick and cody. once they both arrived, mary and i went our seperate ways. it was sad, haha. cody and i came up to the house and just layed on my bed and listened to music and stuff. we left my house at 11 and went to gray's and mcdonald's and i didn't get home until after 12. i think this was the night i ended up talked to spencer for like 4 hours on the phone??

monday - cody and his little brother came up for a few minutes. then i went to the tanning bed and to mcdonald's. later i called beebs and she and i decided to go out. we went to see "you, me, and dupree". the movie was okay, but i don't recommend it. but anyways, then we decided to go to applebee's for dessert. we saw spencer there!!! after we finished our desserts, we drove around for a while, but since it was a monday night no one was really out.

tuesday - i worked.

wednesday - i worked, but only for 3 hours and did dishes the whole time! lol

thurday - i woke up at 8:30 and took a shower and got ready. around 11 heather came to pick me up and we headed to kingsport. luckily we made it there without any complications, except when heather ran over a bird! haha! first we went to the mall. we shopped a little bit and then went to eat at garfield's. i was amazed because we were allowed to write on the tables with crayons. yeah, i'm a loser. after we ate we shopped some more and then went to find a parking spot for the concert. once we found one, we sat and waited for the rain to pass. after it finally stopped pouring, we went to stand in line to get into the concert. well the heat or something really got to heather and she got sick, so we had to go back to her car for a little while. after she got cooled down and ate something, we lost our parking spot. so we drove around for 20 minutes trying to find another one. finally after parking again, we went to the concert. it was pretty good. we didn't stay for josh turner though, because he was taking way too long and we didn't want to be driving at 1 o'clock in the morning. but all in all it was a good day. on the way home, heather and i were going crazy for like half an hour because we could figure out that joy ride was the title of the movie we were thinking of. it was quite sad. i ended up getting home sometime around 11:30 and ended up talking to cody on the phone for a little while and then going to bed.

yesterday - i woke up feeling really yucky. i felt like i hadn't slept in days, and in fact the night before i had slept for 10 hours! blah, so once i got to work i had to take my break early because i thought i was going to die. finally, after a couple of hours i started feeling better. i got off work around 8 and then came home and showered. around 9:30 cody came up. once again we just layed around and didn't do too much. we stood out in the rain for like an hour saying 'bye', haha. after he left i decided to make a bed in the living room floor so i could sleep with meisha since she didn't feel very well (she had her tonsils out).

today - i worked 11:30-7:30. after work i talked to cody for awhile, then got ready and meisha and i went out for a little while. she started feeling bad though, so we came home and i talked to cody some more. then i got on the internet and then called spencer to tell him some funny stuff. now i'm sitting here bored to death.

but i guess i'll go now and wait for myspace to start working, since it it my new addiction. i would have pictures to put on here, but the kodak software is being dumb too. shewww.

anyways, everyone have a good night =)

[EDiT] ( nevermind, here are pictures )

hmm...

--i got crew member of the month for june =)
--cody comes back on friday or saturday? i miss him.
--while my car's getting fixed, they're giving me a rental lol
--next thursday is the concert!
--i talked to laura yesterday, for the first time in awhile
--i want to hang out with beebs, heather, mary, and emily verrrrrrry soon (not all at the same time, lol)!
--i'm glad i'm the topic of drunken conversation, blahh even if what was said wasn't bad =/
--okay, well i'm off to the tanning bed now.

have a nice day!!! *


bdo&cee

saturday i was off work. around 2, heather and i went out to eat at china garden. after eating, i think we drove around for like an hour. at 4 we went to go see 'pirates of the caribbean'. the movie was good, except heather and i kept getting phone calls, haha. after the movie i took heather home and then i went to mcdonald's for a little while. i came back home and got ready and picked meisha up from work and cody met me at mcdonald's. me, him, and meisha all came back to the house for a while. cody and i layed on the couch and watched '40 year old virgin' until meisha made us take her to taco bell. we also went by mcdonald's to see -mary-. after dropping meisha off at sam's, cody and i went to heather's. we stood out in heather's driveway for over an hour talking to her, because of course, heather must meet my new boyfriend and approve of him, lol. after we left her house we went to walmart and then i took him back to his house. we sat in my car forever and i don't think i finally got home until after 12?

sunday i was also off work. i got up and went to church. after that, my day got pretty boring. i layed around the house all day. around 9:30 i finally decided to get out. i went to mcdonald's and talked to a bunch of people. at 11 davie kicked me, andy, lakyn, sarah, and kyle out of mcdonald's. after spending a few minutes trying to plot a way to get back inside, we just decided to walk through the drive thru and then all of us piled either into or on top of nick's car and rode around the parking lot. after that, i saw morgan brooks and bubby, so i talked to them for a little while & then i talked to jessie and aaron jones! i finally got home around 11:30 and talked to cody on the phone and internet. i ended up getting REALLLLLLY upset last night. i've learned to never go back and read your history on icq. thank goodness for mary and spencer. even justin bishop called last night to check on me. but i was just being silly. i don't think i ended up going to bed until like 4am??

today i worked 12-8. after work i decided to go to mamaw's in pound to take samantha a happymeal toy that she's been wanting. i only meant to stay for a few minutes, but i ended up staying until after 11. mostly i sat in the kitchen with holly, drew, meghan, and adam. haha, there's always lots of entertainment from that side of the family. =)

well, now i'm sitting here about to go to bed. in fact, i think i'm going to go ahead and do that.

oh, and before i end this....
**HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOSHUA CHARLES STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!**

everyone have a goodnight!

bdo -hearts- cee ;)


[edit] oh, and i forgot to mention that it's either going to cost $880 or &1100 to fix my car. it makes me really sad, because that's a freakin' lot of money to pay for something that I DIDN'T EVEN DO! blahh. [/edit]

well yesterday i worked & got off an hour early because we were realllly slow. i came home and changed and then after begging mom and dad, i went to clintwood to watch the fireworks. i met up with mary, tim, and eric. then i waited on cody and sat with him and his siblings. after the fireworks were over, i went with cody to drop off his siblings and then went back to my car. when we got to my car it turned out someone had hit me. it makes me sad. i have the car 3 freakin' days and someone hits it. but it's okay i suppose. it's not that horrible. it was just all annoying and i was tired of listening to that dumb woman and the cops. thank goodness cody was there, or i think i wouldn't been a nervous wreck. but yeah, i finally got a home a little after midnight.

today i worked 11-7:15. after work i came home and took a shower and stuff. i stopped back by mcdonald's for a few minutes and showed some people my car & the dent. around 9 i went and picked up beebs, and she and i went to see the devil wears prada. the movie was very good & beebs and i had a wonderful time. gosh, i've missed her. the best part had to have been reminiscing on the way home. we've had so many funny memories. it's really a shame that we haven't seen eachother in almost two months. but we're gonna change that!

anyways, now here i am, bored.

i'll leave you with some pictures. i look awful in these, but atleast beebs looks pretty. =)






goodnight! ♥

hmm...
going back to work has SUCKED.
cody's backkkk! =))
I FINALLY GOT A CAR!!!!!!!!!!!
people are still stupid.
mo's on vacation again, but then again, when isn't he? haha
i'm absolutely in love with my car. today meisha and i went and bought mats and everything so it's all cute and matching inside, lol.
the whole wisdom teeth experience has not been bad at all. i'm like all better now.
i just informed mary that i was updating, so i'll go ahead and say that i love her, haha!
heather and i are going to a concert on the 20th in kingsport and then we're going to the beach in august. i'm oh so excited!
i'm going to go finish talking to cody, mary, spencer, and jordan now.

here you go...


( i'm a camera whore; i admit it )

hopefully i'll have pictures of my car up soon.


bdo&cee

wow, the lengths people will go to avoid hearing the truth. it's amazing. i was sharing with mom and meisha the other day about how this could be one of the stupidest things a person has ever done in their entire life. i guess if you want everyone laughing behind your back and knowing the truth while you're in the dark, it's your own business. ignorance is bliss, and your the most blissful person i know. =))

blahh, enough of the stupidity.

yesterday, meisha, sam, and i hung out. we went out to eat at fishtales, and i was able to eat my entire plate. i was thrilled. this whole wisdom teeth thing isn't half as bad as i was expecting. anyways, then we went by mcdonald's and talked to some people. then mo stopped by on his way home, and we all went to get portia and take her and meisha home. then me, sam, and mo went back to mcd's and then mo went home. soo the night wasn't too spectacular, but oh well. sam and i got to talk, so that's good! lol. after i came home, i talked to cody and then went to bed early.

this morning, i talked to cody some more. later i think mom and i are going to look at cars, yet again. then heather and i are possibly hanging out?

i've so enjoyed my four days off...i don't want to go back to work. =/

well i'm going to go finish talking to sarah and being mean, haha just kiddin', we're the nicest people in the world ;).

have a good day!